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January 29th, 2020 (03:05 pm)

Theoretically...hypothetically...rhetorically...say, for any reason, for whatever spark of thought that comes into my head, I might choose to make my journal Friends Only. If, for some reason, I decided to Friend my journal, here's what, theoretically, my Friends Only banner would look like:

title or description

I really think it's lovely...and the more I think about it, the more I want a Friends Only Page (because there are some crazy old men out there). I don't really trust my security anymore.

PS: If you're already on my Friends List, don't bother commenting to be added, dears. You've already proved yourself my friend by, you know, putting up with me. ^^

~*Amity Caught Stars in Her Arms*~ [userpic]

Back In Jersey

September 5th, 2011 (01:12 am)

current mood: cold


Haven't done one of those sigh things in a while. Not since high school, I think.

But being back in Jersey has brought up some very high-school-like feelings, mainly the feelings of not belonging anywhere at all. When I moved back, I un-deliberately reached out to everyone I used to know, and all but one (Sarah) has completely ignored me. It's hard to understand. I know that several people are into different things now, and in different places in their lives.

No, fuck that, I don't understand.

It's a cruel, useless, topsy-turvy world where the only thing that matters in between people is Power. In this hidden hierarchy, everyone should know at least on a subconscious level that the more people you know and the more connects you have, the better off you are in this lifelong clusterfuck tug-of-war.

My connection to the Midwest may seem to have the usefulness of puppy shit today, but who knows what December 12th or 21st, 2012 might hold?

Whatever. It hurts, and there's no way around it. It makes me slightly sick to my stomach that I go through the last few years dealing with things like an adult, and then finances fuck me in the ass to the point where I have to come all the way back to Jersey and deal with some very uncomfortable emotions that I thought I had been done with.

Like not belonging. Monkeypunchers, I thought I was over, of all things, THAT.

~*Amity Caught Stars in Her Arms*~ [userpic]

is there any honest song to sing besides these blues?

June 2nd, 2006 (01:51 pm)

current location: Hightstown Library
current mood: contemplative
current song: The Blues--Switchfoot

Dear You With the Pretty Face,

I realize you’re going through a lot right now; I just wanted to know if it was me who did anything wrong or anything to hurt you. I know I haven’t known you for a long time, but you seem like a really cool person, and I feel like I’m being “evaded” if you know what I mean. If we don’t talk again, or if you don’t wish to talk to me anymore, that’s ok, I guess…just being the blunt, straightforward thinker that I am, I just want to know what I did so I don’t make that mistake again—with anyone—in the foreseeable future. It was nice knowing you for the time that I knew you, and this rejection sucks, but I will go on walking forward through life with a brave face, so you don’t have to worry about me. =) Dude, this is turning into a rant. Anyway, I hope things get better with your brother/family, I’m really sorry what happened.

Get better dammit,

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(no subject)

December 16th, 2005 (02:09 pm)

current mood: silly

Take the first sentence from the first post of each month of 2005. That's your year in review.

Raina's 2005!Collapse )

Annnnd that's it...A Year in the Life of diamond_life. See you guys when I see you. I'm going to miss you a LOT. *hugs*


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June 16th, 2005 (07:16 am)
current mood: dorky

Graduation's next Wednesday...

So this is the last time I'll probably update until September.

Comment to say goodbye. ='(

PS: And if you're saying, who the hell is this and how did she get on my Friendslist? here's a little bit more about me.Collapse )

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(no subject)

January 28th, 2005 (11:24 am)

current mood: anxious

Semester over, officially. *happy sigh*

Me, I'm just counting the hours till rehearsal again.

Oh, and I have the coolness and cool-osity of my background for February. I think I might stick with Lola for a while. Run, Lola Run was one of the best foreign films I've seen in a long time. And yet everyone I ask about it all scratch their heads in confusion, except for one person...and that's because he's foreign. I almost wish I would have talked to him about it more (both of us thinking the movie was j'awesone), but today being the last day of the semester...gah.

All I pine for is a little intellectual conversation. For FIVE BLOODY MINUTES.

gtg...I shouldn't even be here.

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(no subject)

January 27th, 2005 (10:25 am)

At least I&apos;m not Drew Carey
Which Survivor of the Impending Nuclear Apocalypse Are You?
A Rum and Monkey joint.

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end-of-semester ponderings

January 27th, 2005 (10:02 am)
current mood: geeky

Stay strong. Don't cry...whatever you do...don't...


We were like a family, all of us. A dysfunctional family, sure, but the six of us were close. Even though we're all involved in the musical, and we're going to see each other every day after school, it just won't be the same... And Megill. I don't think I ever had a teacher that helped me along more than him.

When the bell rang, it was just sad. We were all about to burst out...yes, even you Kenny. Huge group hug...and then it was over. *sigh*

As for gym, that's another story. No more required physical education!! Woohoo! I'm supposed to be there right now, but under the circumstances (as in, I attempted to get out of it and succeeded) I'm in the library.

Has anyone ever seen Run Lola Run? Great indie film.


I'm glad I'm sitting alone. Yesterday I was typing in my Groupwise password, and I swear, the girl sitting next to me was looking straight at the keys. I changed it just now. One can never be too cautious.

Snitchseeker.com isn't working, which is really a shame...I was just getting people fired up for my forum again. Damn it...and I'll probably be online this afternoon. Just wanted to...yeah...let you...know...

~*Amity Caught Stars in Her Arms*~ [userpic]


January 20th, 2005 (10:44 am)

current mood: bouncy

You scored as Mindfuck. Congratulations, you scored Mindfuck. You've probably seen a lot of movies, and have grown to hate mainstream shit. You're looking for the movie that will leave you breathless, and with 21 questions to think about. Check out: Donnie Darko, Being John Malkovich, Pulp Fiction, Memento.










Romantic Comedy


Sadistic Humour


Mindless Action Flick


Movie Recommendation.
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The plays are so close that they're tomorrow morning at 7:45 am. Now THAT'S a mindfuck.

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gee...it's my life

January 19th, 2005 (11:16 am)

current mood: awake

What sign of the Zodiac am I?

Scorpio 86 %
Sagittarius 86 %
Aquarius 80 %
Virgo 73 %
Taurus 66 %
Pisces 66 %
Aries 66 %
Capricorn 60 %
Cancer 60 %
Gemini 60 %
Leo 60 %
Libra 53 %

Take the Zodiac test here!

I detest that. I am NOT a Sag.
I don't know why it would be such a big deal with me but...
Things are going better today. I just feel a bit...jaded....I dunno. Tomorrow, I promise, I will go through every friend's journal to see that all is well with everyone. Once again, I apologize. I'll make it up to you all. I'll comment so many times you'd think I was STALKING you. o_O

Oh, and bayliss! I got your postcard. White Horses! Thanks! *waves it wildly in the air*

It's funny how I find myself
In love with you
If I could buy my reasoning
I'd pay to lose
One half won't do

I've asked myself
How much do you
Commit yourself?

It's my life
Don't you forget
It's my life
It never ends (It never ends...)

Funny how I blind myself
I never knew
If I was sometimes played upon
Afraid to lose

Oh, I'd tell myself
What good do you do
Convince myself

Oh, It's my life
Don't you forget
Oh, It's my life
It never ends (It never ends...)

And I've asked myself
How much do you
Commit yourself?

It's my life
Don't you forget
Caught in the crowd
It never ends (its my life)

It's my life
Don't you forget
Caught in the crowd
It never ends (It never ends)

Oh, It's my life... (oh its my life)
Don't you forget... (don't you forget)
Caught in the crowd... (caught in the crowd)
It never ends (it never ends...)

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